Ancient Loss

Alone suffering under the blood moon...

Waiting for my end to come...

Longing for the love I lost,

centuries ago...

Memories haunt me,

from ancient times...

I walk through the dark passages,

of the past...

Searching for all that I had thought was long gone...

I take solace in the knowledge,

that I will find what has been taken from me...

I will follow you in the beautiful darkness,

for all eternity!!!

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