Trusting thy missing heart will to return to me

Dying from the inside out, a stillness set in stone trapped within my own mind. This endless void where my heart should be, replaced by the heaviness of pain and disappointment. The feeling of disappointment hurts nearly as bad as betrayal. Told to look forward but always looking back. Eyes wide open wishing they were shut. Never dreams all that remains are worries and despair. Dreams are for the young and the rest is left to me is empty and cold. Short lived happiness is all I’ve ever known. It seems I should wish for depression since there is no shortage of that. Perhaps it is too much to hope for fulfillment in ones existence these days. Oh void less despair will I ever be free from your grasp? Will this heaviness in my heart ever leave will my tears be of happiness? Will the truth ever reveal it’s self to me? Trusting thy missing heart will to return to me.

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  1. AnonymousDecember 16, 2010 at 7:37 PM

    you should never wish to be sad,your heart shall return Dear Lady just keep an open mind and your ears sharp.well written

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  2. CeesDecember 17, 2010 at 5:10 AM

    So powerful! I can find myself in your words. I wish I could write them down like that.
    My feelings are going all ways except the right way.

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