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Covet my heart

I don’t know where my life is taking me. But I have loved and l have lost. The shining light in my life are my children my reason for being. But children they are no longer they have grown and moved on. No longer in need of mother As they are fiercely independent for that I am grateful. Twice married but their lies and vices were stronger than the love I had for them. I gave much of my adult life to two men who were undeserving of my love and affection. Slowly I had started to become the shell of what I once was. But with time I found the courage to move on. Still in search of a real man that would Covet my black heart. Slowly as each moment passes my heart beats slower and grows heavier and heavier. In need of loves embrace Loneliness has many foul faces and dark lit places. Yes but there is a small ember that shining forth waiting to be kissed.
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Fated Forever

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Years apart fated together Visions of you similarities held together The times I have passed you You've passed me Meant to be Meant for me What I've meant to you You've meant to me Countless stars shine on Stars from the past Sent to my future Whispers in the dark Orb my heart Encircle my soul Voices in the heavens Written love through the ages Meant to be Meant for me Always...
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Blood Rejected Kin

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Blood rejected not accepted, Judge me not,Forget me not. Thy kin see me as sin. I see the hypocrisy of your words. Your words I love you I miss you. Empty and meaningless. I see them but do they see me? They love me but wish to change me. Idle as they stand by l will never be accepted. My path is my own. No desire to change I reach forth for thy embrace only to have affection with your family rejection. Is blood truly thicker than water? I say no blood only muddied your deceptive love. Water is pure,what you see is what you get,transparent for all to see. Accept me and love me reach to and embrace me. I lay in waiting for my family. Hear me? See me? Don't hurt me love me. I remain here in the cold of your rejection. I embrace the memories of smiling faces. Daughter, niece, grandaughter, mother, cousin. I am older I am wiser. Nevertheless I will always be your kin.
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Moonlit Union

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I stand beneath the moonlight of my mother Lilith Dancing within the black flame of Satanas Surrounded by thy majesty of the infernal union. I am with you and you are within me. I feel the wind around me I feel the rain kissed upon my lips I feel the fire within my heart I dance upon the earth beneath my feet. I call out to my brothers and sisters of the Black flame be with me! Dance with me in this infernal celebration under the light of the moon in the darkness of night. In perfect harmony of it all we dance till we fall so that we rise once more. Take your hand in mine and mine in yours joined together energies entwined call forth to the souls beyond the veil of death. The realities of one state of being and another made one just for that moment in time you are not alone. For many have become one in times endless abyss.
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Dark Father

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Dark Father ! Be here with me! I stand beneath the blood moon of your immortal beloved. Seeking your infernal guidance, to feel the dark radiance of your knowledge. Allow me to bathe within the black flame of your embrace. My eternal gratitude for all that you have given me. Freedom of the will to be what I wish. Satan as you orb my heart with all that I am. Dark Mother Lilith, your strength is unwavering and true! Hails to you Mother Lilith! A true daughter of Lilith for always in this life and the next. Slave to no one for my eyes are wide open! I seek not deliverance from the false god of Abraham! I stand amongst the loyal Legions with their hearts filled with the infernal grace of Satanas! Foolish are the children of Abraham like lambs to the slaughter. The blood of the innocent cursed to be sheep. Forever free to walk The left hand path eternally. Always a student of the truth that lies ahead. I will not be blinded by the false teachings of the many. For the truth of hi...
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Until we meet again...

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Alone I walk to meet death my dear friend he has visited many times. He waits for me and I am never alone for he is with me. Death calls out to me, Take my hand… The road ahead is a long one but which way to go? Come to me he whispers come to me… I fear not where he will take me. But I am not ready my friend it’s not my time to go. I still have much to do. Be patient my dark friend I will see you on the other side.
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Alone I remain...

My heart grows weary of your inconsiderate ways. The actions of your weakness to the bottle fills me both with anger and sadness nothing sates my soul. Your words become meaningless and empty because there is no truth that spill forth from your mouth. I am torn because I have given you my heart I am torn because I once believed in you. You find fault in me because of your own short comings. I cannot bear to watch you act as a fool blindly walks into the darkness Senseless rambling of a mad man Still I love you still I listen for your heart beating in the distance the being you once were Still I remain broken and in love with you forever… I have much to tell you yet my words fall and go unheard … My rage builds as you continue to drag me down.. Alone I remain waiting for you … Silent and waiting for the one I love to return to me..
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