Memoirs of the Countess of Death

I am here but you do see me I talk to you but you don’t hear me I miss you do you miss me? Surround yourself with others but what of me? Reassurances made but not kept. In the darkness of night you feel me but do you see me? My once bright light dimmed by neglect My face is but a memory my voice still unheard. I stand before you arm spreads open Walk over my grave not yet grown cold. Will you remember me? The good times, The bad times, or just the hard times? Once I felt so alive by the love you gave me No longer excited no longer loved no longer wanted? Do you hear me? Do you see me? Can you feel the caress of my hand? Do you love me… My eternal question to you…

I spill my blood forth for my mother Lilith! She who dances in the Black Flame within my heart my arms raised and horns of respect. She the divine feminine who has gave me the life’s blood within me. I stand before you Mother Lilith in adoration of your wisdom, beauty and strength! Always your daughter always your creation always your priestess! Your essence excites me like fire in my veins! Divine mother I call upon you by your many names! LABARTU! LAMASHTU! LILDTHA! LILI! LILIT! LILITU! LILLU! LILU! LILLAKE! ABEKO! ABITO! AMIZO! BATNA! ELIO! ITA! IZORPO! KALI! KEA! LILITH! ODAM PARTASAH! PATROTA! PODO! SATRINA! TALTO! Thy celestial beauty bathed in the moonlight, my infernal mother crowned with the moon and the stars! Eyes of the serpent gazes upon me speaking to the darkest parts of my soul! The Great wings of Lilith cradle me close to her death embrace. Look to the heavens for thy messengers of thy night skies feathers of ivory fall down upon my face! Great beas...