Disappointment
This are some of the thoughts and feelings of one very disappointed Priestess. I have given so much of my time to those who I thought wanted a place to share their views and knowledge. But apparently I have a few that do care on a site of nearly 900 hundred members. I feel like I shouldn't care either hell I only wasted two and half years of my life for those who don't give a shit. Now I know there are some dedicated Pagans and Satanists on the site. But apparently because of my association to a certain organization I and my family are being seen as a cult and that couldn't furthest from the truth. This isn't the first time I had felt like I should shut my site down. But I know there is a dedicated few who would be saddened by me throwing in the towel so to speak. My duty to Satan comes first and foremost and my love for my children and husband should be my only focus. But I have always felt like I care a bit to much and end up in putting myself second. I...